Last Saturday was our dorm's formal dinner. Of course, I brought my boyfriend as my date. Remembering 2 years back, we were just starting to know each other and I would have asked him out for that year's formal dinner if not for my conservative inhibitions. haha... I had him attend the dormitory's open house and we were seriously flirting back then. We even had this bet on who's going to buy lunch for that day. Gawd, I knew we were already so in love. I guess I just needed more time. More time for what? I don't know. Maybe I needed a sign that everything is right in place. What's weird is that I even toldhim that I didn't like him anymore just as our romance was blossoming. Maybe I just had some weird mood swing because truthfully, what I didn't like was just his freaking shoulder-length hair. haha. He cried and cried that fateful day and he didn't know that all he needed was a barber. I was "slipping away", he said, as he was singing the Cynthia Alexander song.
When I look back on those things, I laugh simply because I was so childish then.
I should have written about the formal dinner last Saturday. But I've written all the past memories that came with it. Similarly, I guess when you think of that special someone, you don't really see him in the picture but you see the entirety of the past flashing across you, the present tagging along, and hopefully the future silhouetting itself in your mind--- all these spent with him. :)))))))
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