Ella's lettter to the man she will love every microsecond

Because I was inspired by my previous post...


Dear You,

How I've missed my bibibuts.

I know you've been busy with all the employment shit and being a taxpayer but I'd like you to know that no matter how busy we are, we will always find time to show how we love each other. No matter how many crops I have to harvest and how many cultural buildings I have to build to make these fuckin people happy, LOVE will always find time. HAHA.

I texted you this morning. I said "I will love you everyday, Harvey" , to which you replied " And I will love you every millisecond." Being the competitive bitch you know that I am, I finished the conversation with "I love you every microsecond." We both know that there are a zillion other tinier fractions of a second. But you let me stop at microsecond. I love you for that - letting me win always. HAHA. You have a huge ego but when it comes to me, that ego shrinks. You set aside your inhibitions, your pride, everything just to make me happy. Waaaaah.

When I get back, I need some catching up to do. Andami ko na utang sa 'yo, bi. We will watch "Despicable Me" and for a week bear the mark of the movie by blurting out "It's so fluffy! I'm gonna die!" every chance we get. On the ride home, after the movie, you will hit me in the head and shout "PENDONG!" because a beetle passed by. (Gawd, Na-miss ko ang Pendong!) When we hit Feria, we will ride our favorite tricycle (the one with all those action figures and kung fu panda characters and the toy ipis and the toy bird balancing on its beak!) and say to the driver, "Townhomes po!". We will make the stop in front of our green gate but will not enter the house because we'll go straight to your brother's house and play with Chinna pala-udo. HAHA. Chinna will hit us with her toys but we will still wear our smiles big because she's our favorite niece! (I mean your niece. Nakikiagaw ako ng kamag-anak. haha)

The days after our despicable date will be unplanned. I don't want to map out things and keep track of everything. I want us to be spontaneous! Remember the time when we rode a bus from Philcoa to Moa because it was hot and we were tired walking. The bus passed by and we shot each other our devious smiles. We knew what we had to do. We had to watch "Eat Bulaga" on the bus! HAHA. That date was awesome. We went to Cartimar and sated our appetites for shoes! Tons of it! But you never bought a pair, because poor harvey got huge feet. :(

When I get back to my job and you start with yours, I know we will be shedding tears again. Living apart is sooooooo hard. But knowing that we will forever be in love and that we will see each other come vacation time gives us comfort. Because when everything is uncertain, we're sure of one thing: WE WILL LOVE EACH OTHER EVERY MICROSECOND!

I love you harvey. Always and forever.

With the hope you will shave when I get back,


me

Fireworks

We went to see the Pyromusical at the SM Mall of Asia last Sunday. I told him we had to do something for the weekend. Lagi akong ganun. I don't want us hanging around his room and slacking the whole day. It's still not quality time for me. To be clear about this, I just want to be doing something and that something need not require spending. :))

Kaya when I've heard about this Pyromusical, I knew that we have got to go! It was amazing, really. The sky was painted with a variety of colors and there we were, looking up at it with our hands held, appreciating the bursts of light. (Sigh)... It was romantic but more than that, it was surreal.

We bought like four 150mL Close-up tubes and had the cartons exchanged for 2 tickets. The events practically free since you'll still be using the toothpaste you bought. We sat by the mall steps and bought DQ from the stall nearby. We were like kids watching a magic show all the while wondering "how in the world did they do it?"

Formal Dinner

So it seems that all these blog's capabilities are founded on rant and frustrations. haha. I might appear as a walking bitter gourd for being so uhhhhmmm BITTER. Well, let's set that aside for now because I have a lot of happy things to talk about right now. :)))

     Last Saturday was our dorm's formal dinner. Of course, I brought my boyfriend as my date. Remembering 2 years back, we were just starting to know each other and I would have asked him out for that year's formal dinner if not for my conservative inhibitions. haha... I had him attend the dormitory's open house and we were seriously flirting back then. We even had this bet on who's going to buy lunch for that day. Gawd, I knew we were already so in love. I guess I just needed more time. More time for what? I don't know. Maybe I needed a sign that everything is right in place. What's weird is that I even toldhim that I didn't like him anymore just as our romance was blossoming. Maybe I just had some weird mood swing because truthfully, what I didn't like was just his freaking shoulder-length hair. haha. He cried and cried that fateful day and he didn't know that all he needed was a barber. I was "slipping away", he said, as he was singing the Cynthia Alexander song.

     When I look back on those things, I laugh simply because I was so childish then.

I should have written about the formal dinner last Saturday. But I've written all the past memories that came with it. Similarly, I guess when you think of that special someone, you don't really see him in the picture but you see the entirety of the past flashing across you, the present tagging along, and hopefully the future silhouetting itself in your mind--- all these spent with him. :)))))))